since I've written anything. And wow, how my timetohavealife really has ended in a different sort of life than I thought, or dreamed possible, all that while ago when I started this blog. I mean, I have a child. A different house, a different job, a different man, a different sense of priorities and expectations of life, and dreams and hopes. I lost a cat, and found new friends and support.
It's all so very surreal. I find myself a little circular, now returning to the notion of a more simple, stress free, or rather, stress managed better, life. The things that are really important to me are becoming more apparent, and in recent weeks it's like a veil has been lifted off my soul, and my eyes have been opened. I'm not fully ready to share those thoughts here or with the people they matter, but I'm coming to the conclusion that I need to, and need to soon, because you know, sometimes things just need to be said. Equally sometimes they don't, and I need to find the balance.
Anyway...it's all been a bit of a whirlwind, and the dust is slowly beginning to settle down around me, and my new family, and sometimes it's joyous, and sometimes it's tough and painful, but for the most part, it's beautiful, and she's beautiful, and that's all that matters.